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March 10 pws ginetai na allazoun ta pada toso ksafnika?eixa padote elpides kai skepseis gia thn eftyxia mou, alla erxodai kapoies fores pou apla den yparxei tipota gia to opoio na anhsyxeis.. u r happy? its true!& einai kai ygeies mazi! afto isws na ithela.. na exw mia eftyxia pou na vasizetai se ygieis vaseis..
oi anthrwpoi gyrw mou exoun provlimata.. pada tha symvainei afto.. oloi exoume provlimata.. i anagh mou na vlepw eftyxismenous anthrwpous me odigise se afto to epagelma.. pou exei ginei ebnefsi gia th zwh mou kai mou dinei ftera :)
einai ola toso apla oso ta fadazomai i eimai toso roz pou ta ftiaxnw opws ta fadazomai? exw th pepoithisi pws oloi boroume na ftasoume thn eftyxia mas.. kapoies syzhthseis einai swtiries.. pragmatika swtiries... sou allazoun to tropo pou vlepeis ta pragmata..
vevaia h ilikia mou einai arketa mikri.. kai pote den xreiastike na anxwthw pragmatika gia thn ekseliksi ths zwhs mou.. ola irthan pragmatika opws ta ithela.. kai epeidi ola phgan toso kala thewrisa swsto na adraksw th kathe stigmh apo ola afta pou kerdisa...
oles mas oi adilipseis tha prepei na einai allwste genimenes mesa mas apo ta protypa mas..& eixa ena patera pou prospathouse kai ta katafere na kerdisei thn asfaleia pou xreiazotan kai mou edwse kai emena tis idies adilipseis..
alla kai thn thetiki ebeiria na ta exw ola afta pou ithele o pateras mou na exoume..
so.. its all about me now.. kata poso tha epalithefsw kai tha adamipsw tis prosdokies tou..
all is fine.. & efxomai apla na diefkolinw th zwh twn gyrw mou :)
February 13 i saw a dead man today..they electroshoked him..they cutted his clothes but he wasnt breathing..
he had chocolate in his mouth..they said he didnt have the chance to talk..
i started to wonder.. when are they going to call his relatives? den tha tou leipoun ekeinou pou pethane..kai den tha tous ksanadei..den tha ithele na einai mazi tou otan tha fevgei?
February 12 i dunno :)there we were :) happy, exhausted.. in rain.. in time :)
thank you for those moments
of course i'm fine.. i was searching for that feeling all this time.. & here i go..i got scared cause it lasts for days.. its the day number six now..
margaret told me today that we should try everything if we want to find out who we really are.. i couldnt hide.. i'm scared..i said& she smiled :) cause she always knew that
cant believe me.. its true.. i want to share those feelings.. den ektimousa pragmata pu twra paratirw kai niwthw omorfa pou ginodai..
elpizw na mh xionisei mesa mou ksana.. na'nai kalokairi.. opws twra..forever February 09 am i fine?maybe i fell in love.. i feel happy :) i can touch the stars like i was before... ta pada einai gyrw kai egw mesa kai padou& dipla.. exw shkwthei grhgora kai afougrazomai ta pada.. kathe stigmh.. exw teleftaia afth th dynamh mesa mou kai exw gemisei xartia, skepseis, eikones.. san na koimomoun olo afto to diazthma.. to kairo, kai na ksypnisa, zwdanh, etoimh, padou.. i'm still scared.. but not that much.. dwse mou to xeri sou.. eimai ekei na to piasw, na sou steilw ta oneira mou.. na sou dwsw ta ftera mou.. tosh agaph. it came back to me.. me fovasai? yparxeis? zeis? den prolava na se dw kala.. fovithika.. eisai ekei? olo afto to fws.. den svinei... i'm extremely happy.. s'efxaristw.. anasfaleies.. m'akous?mh fovasai pia.. eisai edw :) |
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